The time now is march 17th 2010. We are now more than 5 days into the holiday. Not that there are many days left. I shall spare myself the agony of acknowledging the number of days left before it all begins again, with increasing intensity.

The past few days that I've been through; a roller coaster ride I haven sat in ages. Not bearing any grudges, I have myself to blame for landing myself in this state. Human beings, being thinking beings, are to be held accountable for the actions they do. I am no exception. This vicious cycle; I always fall for it. With each fall, I land harder.

Looking ahead, I have no idea how am I going to endure the rigour that I will be put through. Fate,intent on ravaging me..pulling me apart. That hedonistic laughter; growing louder and bolder with each passing day. Hard as I might, I am sinking deeper into the abyssal, deeper into an oblivion.

Things dont seem to be going the way I want it to be. Facing it everyday; I wish to see it no more. Sometimes I wish I were in outer space. Departing from earth, travelling on a star across the cosmos... Fanthoming the unfathomable.

All I have to say, there is still time to get things right.
As the faint clock tickles, I seem to be making out something... Hope its not too late..


I will treasure this respite as I know that everything will be over,
far too soon.