Saturday, October 15, 2011
This September, or rather the past 32 days, had been a hell of a
journey. The purchase of BT, following which, the mindless rampage,
going all out to make my money count. Against all odds; skepticism
from friends; the constant struggle against the intrinsic nature of
doubt when plagued with unwavering uncertainties, I won them all.
A month of hard work has finally paid off, in that, I managed to
make a small but substantial amount. Ultimately, profit; it's all
that matters.
The constant preoccupation, close to becoming onerous, with what is
going on in the virtual world, drained me.
2 days remain of my BT, only to realize that I took too long, and
that my obsession have gone a bit too far. Consequently, I strayed
from the very core that governs my existence. To lead a simple life-
that quintessential aspect of self perceived idealism, sounds simple
enough. But in reality, the stark contrast stands out.
Plagued with a million and one obstinate uncertainties that just
wont go away.
September saw me go senseless. October see me change.
November should be better.
Oh well, at least I fed my blog.
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