[X] See through this withdrawal [X] Get a job [X] Pack my room [X] Learn Japanese [X] Brush up on General Knowledge and English [X] Revise Biology for Uni [X] Grow in faith [X] Up my fitness [X] Spend more quality time with beloved grandmother [X] Spend more quality time with family [X] Spend more quality time with myself [X] Don't log in to facebook for a week. In no order of importance and urgency, my to do list. I will start work this Thursday, having been resting in large for the past two months; two unproductive but inevitable months - an ineluctable fact - as I am seemingly going through an interminable convalescence. Not exactly out of the mud yet. It's day 39 of my withdrawal. According to my intuition, I am hovering about the 40% mark of this imaginary barometer that I use to calibrate my recovery - for the sole purpose of softening the blows of this hostile journey - hopefully making progress more tangible and motivating. I am, as of now, functional enough to get on with life, but not yet comfortable enough to feel in unison with my troubled skin. There is still room for further improvements as I continue on this bumpy roller coaster ride. I wanted to puke at the start, but I supposed I have since gotten used to the unpredictable nature of this ride. I won't want to grow accustomed to it though. I want to be healed. I want to be free! I want to vanquish this long standing nemesis of mine, and annihilate it into eternal oblivion. It's with good faith, that not too long from now, I will be completely healed - so sweat, grit or blood - I maraud forward, inching within closer proximity of better days. My outlook of life will most probably be considered whimsical by most staid and conservative observers. But that is me, and I am very happy and contented to be me. Yet another day of rain. Facebook, so leech-esque, is unknowingly sapping the energy out of me, and I am straying away from my recognizable life of yesteryear.
This has to change! #Day 39
"He who is not contented with what he has, would not be contented with what he would like to have" -Socrates
