Tuesday, January 25, 2022
It was Christmas one month ago. The past month hasn't been kind or easy - unexpectedly. I really pray that the next month will be kinder. I am really not a tough person by nature. I am rather weak. These experiences have really fortified me to be strong enough to survive. To be torn down and rebuild again is a disparaging experience. To be in a state of tear, after years of normalcy is scary. I think I now know empathy I was too arrogant, proud and conceited. This abrupt reboot does serve its purpose. I am now all torn down, and ready for a rebuild - both in body and character.
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