Honestly. 2022 hasn't been kind thus far. 6.5 months into this withdrawal journey 2.0, I feel tired, disparaged and helpless. This 3rd flare has lasted so so long - 1.5 months at the very least and still going on. This long drawn flare is really wearing me down. I pray for a respite, a real meaningful undisputed respite soon. Financial markets aren't doing well too. It's amusing how a sea of red washes away haughtiness, arrogance and pride. When all is done and dusted, it is apparent why the rich are usually rash, brash and full of themselves. They are self sufficient in most aspect of life, and therefore do not need anyone. I have so many questions. Why do I have to go through withdrawal 2.0. What is the purpose for the tribulations of 2022. Will I be able to weather this financial and health storm? What will I be doing in a years time. Where will Tesla be in a year or two's time. How will life be like in the near future. Will my dream life come to fruition? Will 2023 be better? So many questions, yet so little answer. Guess I will only know with time.